IM FIGHTING FOR AIR IN MY LUNGS

im fighting more and more each day for my lungs to get better . im fighting so hard to breathe through the night and day . Im fighting so strong to bring air into my lungs . I can feel my body staying in fight it flight. Cant these doctors  see how much im struggling to breathe 4 months of this is so hard.  im fighting day in and day out to make sure im alive , My man keeping a close eye  on me staying up late holding me tight . without him by my side i wouldnt be  here. him holding me through the night making sure  im alright thats my love . my one my joy my happiness my light . We dance everyday strong and bright . Through the next night . our hands hold each other tight. My lungs eveynight feel like im fighting a fight gasping for air at night . My lungs feel like they are failing me each day and night .My lungs feel like no air is going through at nught oxgyen dropping to 83 % at night . My lungs dont fail me to the point i cant breathe dont wake up. Jesus come bring air into my lungs save me from whatever is going on im scared ...im gonna die from  suffocating at night . I keep fighting to breathe at night with my  man by my side ill be alright . With my man ill be safe at night . with my man next to me ill be okay through the night him holding me so tight .