IM SCARED , SEND ANGELS FROM ABOVE

I'm scared to die at night I'm barely breathing at night I hear myself struggling for air trying to find the atmosphere reaching my arms out so far but nobody near. I'm scared to die at night I'm barely breathing at night I hear myself struggling for air I'm trying to find my way near please God help me I'm scared I don't want to die in this atmosphere bring air back into my lungs so I can breathe some air . I'm reaching my arms out from the heavens above and the Angels Above I need your help send the Angels near . im calling youre  name to this atmosphere i need you know lord more then anything . These doctors that I see they're not working fast enough can't you see my time is running out my time is near for the angels are calling me soon from afair . So please Lord don't let my time run out from afair . Please God I'm begging you . give me time to spare so i can send love Everywhere .