more than I expected

Being cheated and robbed at the same time. it's crazy but I've been living this type of situation for years but i didn't know it. i close my eyes for a second and wonder why ? i think there's nothing we can do just ignore what happened or living a lie all the time. i Don't know what's the best for me , maybe run away but I can't go anywhere because there's broken heart . however i ask you about it and you don't say the truth. you can say I'ma motherfucker crazy but I can't get something from you when i know you work hard for it. I can't do it. Why are you pretending and not being honest with me and knowing how I got that money? being a driver is not easy . I spend my time working hard just to get something and you just don't care why you walk away, look me in the eyes, I'm talking to you, admit it was a big mistake. You just made fun of me, remember the sacrifices I've made. I try to do my best every day, but you don't see what you're doing.