Regular night and thoughts
#alt #alternative #experiment 4:59, early in the morning, i been up the whole goddamn night Just barely writing the lyrics to this specific song I have the vision, but the mind fog is making me heavily blind My mental blockage is keeping it from coming along 5:06, still don't know why im making this song, is that alright? I wonder how many verses I'll need to record over and over again. 5:09, and I still am alive, just severely sleep deprived I could make this song about money, bitches, love, depression, or all my crimes but what is my truth, if I'm promoting pulling a knife? 5:16, now I'm sitting in my room, thinking deeply about the bend Writing my lyrics, not sure if they'll make sense to the alive or dead I'm wondering, how do I release all of my songs? I make so many, I can't keep up I don't know how to stop, it's become my addiction until the end 5:19, I'm thinking about smoking my cart, get tucked into bed But damn, I'm thirsty, grab my water bottle then I fill it up in the bathroom sink I hate when I stand up, I get dizzy right in the head Let me calm down, I'm stressing too much, my family making no bread Let me man up, get me a job, I have my future ahead 5:26, I'm thinking about switching it up, rhyme is too worn We're not spectacular or disappointing, we were born Living our lives until we find the meaning of life We all grew up, Never knowing we'd end up corrupted and torn 5:30, I've broken the pattern, and I'm unsure what to do from here . . . . I am disillusioned, I don't see reality through the scope or lens of their eyes I have been listening, watch them tell each other's truths to feed all their lies I am no human, there's something I will seem to always forever despise I know what it is, the fact that innocence is bound to be corrupted by the darkness inside I am a victim, I only wanted it to stop, I hate being forced to abide Hypocrites they are, listen to them speak how they're better with ego and pride I am an abuser, didn't mean to, but I still left Scars and permanent marks in her mind Moving forward, I promised to be better, and now I have no choice but to prove them all right I am a sinner, I'll keep going, show that I've changed for the better, not just to everyone, but to the regretful boy deep in my mind
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#alt #alternative #experiment 4:59, early in the morning, i been up the whole goddamn night Just barely writing the lyrics to this specific song I have the vision, but the mind fog is making me heavily blind My mental blockage is keeping it from coming along 5:06, still don't know why im making this song, is that alright? I wonder how many verses I'll need to record over and over again. 5:09, and I still am alive, just severely sleep deprived I could make this song about money, bitches, love, depression, or all my crimes but what is my truth, if I'm promoting pulling a knife? 5:16, now I'm sitting in my room, thinking deeply about the bend Writing my lyrics, not sure if they'll make sense to the alive or dead I'm wondering, how do I release all of my songs? I make so many, I can't keep up I don't know how to stop, it's become my addiction until the end 5:19, I'm thinking about smoking my cart, get tucked into bed But damn, I'm thirsty, grab my water bottle then I fill it up in the bathroom sink I hate when I stand up, I get dizzy right in the head Let me calm down, I'm stressing too much, my family making no bread Let me man up, get me a job, I have my future ahead 5:26, I'm thinking about switching it up, rhyme is too worn We're not spectacular or disappointing, we were born Living our lives until we find the meaning of life We all grew up, Never knowing we'd end up corrupted and torn 5:30, I've broken the pattern, and I'm unsure what to do from here . . . . I am disillusioned, I don't see reality through the scope or lens of their eyes I have been listening, watch them tell each other's truths to feed all their lies I am no human, there's something I will seem to always forever despise I know what it is, the fact that innocence is bound to be corrupted by the darkness inside I am a victim, I only wanted it to stop, I hate being forced to abide Hypocrites they are, listen to them speak how they're better with ego and pride I am an abuser, didn't mean to, but I still left Scars and permanent marks in her mind Moving forward, I promised to be better, and now I have no choice but to prove them all right I am a sinner, I'll keep going, show that I've changed for the better, not just to everyone, but to the regretful boy deep in my mind
lyrics Fr fire ASF I wanna hear u bro
tune down the beat a tad homie frfr
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