Heart is Heavy

Heart is heavy, I ain’t maskin’ the weight Fake smiles cracked, now I’m facin’ the hate I was drownin’ in silence, deep in the noise Tryna heal pain I ain't speakin' with voice Mirror show scars I pretended weren’t there Eyes look dead, but I act like I care Every win felt fake, every laugh was pain So I’m bleedin’ out truth in a paper lane Used to scream loud like the world was mine Now I whisper to the void in the dead of night I don’t flex no more, I’m just tryna feel Wanna find peace in a world that’s ill [Hook] Heart is heavy, breathin' feels tough Mind been loud, can't turn it off Tears ran dry, now I bleed through lines Still can’t sleep, so I write through time Trust got burned like a bridge I crossed Now I fear love like a demon’s cost Holdin’ on tight but I wanna let go Fallin’ so slow that it barely shows [Verse 2] I ain’t tryna be deep, I’m just speakin’ real Used to hide pain like a blade I concealed Now I spit wounds like they part of the deal Feelin’ too numb just to know how I feel Grew up in dark where the silence hit Now I rap soft, but the trauma's lit Not a monster no more, I just miss the light Screamed so much, now I’m scared to fight I ain’t askin’ for help, just space to breathe Let the beat take weight, let the hurt just leave This ain’t horrorcore, this is me unmasked Just a broken soul with a heavy past [Hook – Repeat or Fade Out] Heart is heavy, breathin' feels tough Mind been loud, can't turn it off Tears ran dry, now I bleed through lines Still can’t sleep, so I write through time