dead inside

“Dead Inside” (Chorus) Yeah, I smile but I’m dead inside (dead inside) Rollin’ up this pain just to let it slide (let it slide) Shorty said she love me but that’s just a lie (just a lie) Now I’m fuckin’ faded, lookin’ at the sky (yeah) Poppin’ pills just to balance out the highs (woah) Heart froze cold, I don’t even cry (nah) Demons in my head, they won’t let me fly If I die tonight, don’t act surprised ⸻ (Verse 1) I been walkin’ through the fire with my shoes off Pain in my chest, like a .45 blew off Sippin’ codeine dreams in a new loft Fuck love, every time it just threw off My trust issues deep, I don’t do friends Snake me once, you won’t get a new chance Talkin’ to the reaper like, “what’s the plan?” He said, “take another hit, maybe you’ll understand” ⸻ (Chorus) Yeah, I smile but I’m dead inside (dead inside) Rollin’ up this pain just to let it slide (let it slide) Shorty said she love me but that’s just a lie (just a lie) Now I’m fuckin’ faded, lookin’ at the sky (yeah) ⸻ (Outro) Yeah, too numb to feel shit now Tryna stay up but I still sit down Told God I’m good, He said “sit down” But I’m too far gone, can’t quit now… (Chorus) Yeah, I smile but I’m dead inside (dead inside) Rollin’ up this pain just to let it slide (let it slide) Shorty said she love me but that’s just a lie (just a lie) Now I’m fuckin’ faded, lookin’ at the sky (yeah) Poppin’ pills just to balance out the highs (woah) Heart froze cold, I don’t even cry (nah) Demons in my head, they won’t let me fly If I die tonight, don’t act surprised ⸻ (Verse 2) I been dancin’ with the devil in designer clothes Tryna flex the pain but it always shows Got a smile for the world, they don’t ever know How the hell I’m still alive? Man, I overdose I been tryna heal, but this shit don’t stick Therapist talkin’ like she know my shit Mama prayin’ for me every time I dip But I keep fallin’ back into the abyss Woke up sweatin’ with a bottle in my hand Told myself last night was the last goddamn But here I go again, drownin’ who I am Feelin’ like a ghost in my own skin, damn ⸻ (Bridge – soft/melodic) You don’t know what I feel inside Love left me paralyzed Can’t trust no one, not even me I bleed in melodies… ⸻ (Final Chorus / Outro) Yeah, I smile but I’m dead inside (dead inside) Rollin’ up this pain just to let it slide (just to slide) Swore I’d be okay but I always lie (I lie) Now I’m high as hell, askin’ God why (askin’ God why) Heart broke once, never healed right Eyes bloodshot, I been up all night Don’t text me back, I don’t need no light ’Cause I been lost deep in my own fight