live life to the fullest

hey, why does life gotta be so hard, I'm trying to make it far, sitting by myself at night, crying myself asleep, trying to live life to the fullest, I found a woman who loves me, she turned my world upside down, I'm just so worried imma lose her, and I won't be free, life hits differently, and it hurts. but u just gotta live it, gotta find your motive, live it right, find your reason to keep going, and to keep living life, it's so hard to keep going, but you gotta just find someone for you, keep the grind and get true, I know it's hard, dude, hey, but just keep going. The pain doesn't always last, that's what they say, but scars cut deep, but it's how you live, not the mistakes u made, school is just about grades, not the drama, so don't listen to that drama, keep going forward, don't stop for the one that aren't real friends