All of my life

All of my life I've never had peace since I was born I've never been loved ever since ndazalwa I peace yintwe ndingayazi ever since ndabakho uthando zange ndalifiller story of my life mamelapha ndikuchazele kodwa ungabi sad uzondenza ndikhalinyembezi I've lost my parents at an early young age ndingekakwazi nokuhamba ndise nenyangezimbini nda reiswa ngu granny umama katata wam endihlukumeza every single fuckin day I was 5years when iqalu ukundihlukumeza endithume emlanjeni every single fuckin day nditsho nasekhaya kwakundim omphekelayo ndithi ndisogqiba ndimhlambele nezo zitya ngamanya amaxesha ndandingayi nasesikolweni endivalele endlini endenzi ikhoboka lakhe ngamanya amaxesha undivimba noko kutya ndilalele ndilambile ndilale ndiselile amanzi ngokuya ndandisakhula ndakhula ndingenatshomi ndandikhula ndodwa ndizenzela Zonki izinto ndandikhula ndodwa kubuhlungu kakhulu ndi all alone ndiyinkomo edlayodwa.......... bonko obabuhlungu ndisabuva nanamhlanje bonko oba buhlungu buyintwe engalibaleki sometimes ndive ndindikhale xandicinga yonke lanto inyembezi zizehlele ngosendiyindode endala asoze ndaxola ntliziyo yam ibuhlungu soze ndawuxolela lamkhuthuk wekhehlekazi I'm praying to God angazalingeni izula iyotshone esihogweni for ezi zintwa andenze Zona