Yhhh It's redemption time

Yhhh It's redemption time Nothing holding me back now I will make it no matter what Life has thrown too much at mee Just imagine that you came from a life of abuse/ And you're overthinking every day coz you're mind is confused/ You keep drinking, doing drugs to find an excuse/ But freedom and rebellion is something you like to just choose/ You're corrupting yourself now like the lies on the news/ You battle yourself but then end up signing a truce/ No one gives a shit whether you live or you die/ Waiting for your fix so that it's now giving you a high/ Bringing you a vibe/ But no true friends ever sitting at your side/ It's crazy the way that we feel/ But it's basically real/ Every morning we wanna wake up and chill/ And we're all just debating until/ We sleep in our sorrows at night/ Turning off our phones coz we're locked off tonight/ Any toxic people we're just blocking them twice/ Wasting studio time by dropping the mic/ And we're never gonna be down/ We always gotta be proud/ Never be quiet but we gotta be loud/ And we never ever gonna be drowned/ So let's step into reality/ how you get evil eyes from the relatives in family/ But it's down to you how you deal with the negative calamities/ And how you gotta stay blessed in these tragedies/ All pictures of the good times left in your gallery/ And you're getting all excited when you're getting your salary/ No one else but you got the future in your hands/ a positive, something that you can truly just plan/ Instead of a spliff or a can of booze in your hand/ You gotta believe that you can do this for you/ And truly be you/ Coz one day so many blessings will be moving to you/ cruising to you Coz the sun shines after it's been raining/ You can't doubt that I feel fantastic and amazing/ success is something I'm always rapidly chasing/ My life right now is what I'm gladly embracing/ This is dedicated to everyone that was there for me during my good times and my bad times...I will never forget you....You have all been a part of my journey and I appreciate you all Ans this is my beginning/ Where I'm physically winning/ I'm lyrically spitting/ till I'm just chilling/ coz I'm redeeming myself/ gotta believe in myself/ start achieving that wealth/ If I'm struggling I'm seeking that help/ And I'm escaping from the problems/ Where I've made it from the bottom / I was born to succeed/ of course I'll achieve/ For my effort and hardwork my organs will bleed/ People never praise you and it's appalling to see/ People say hi when I walk in the street/ I have to look twice whether they are talking to me/ But I will never waste my potential/ Only a pen is what's replacing my pencil/ I can't be copy pasted like a stencil/ Unique coz my brain is so mental/ But I know what I need to do/ coz life 11is sometimes misleading you/ How much motivation can be breathed into yo/ And all I know is your true real ones will never be leaving you/