LEFT ON READ

This is a raw and emotional story written by me about a girl who was silently suffering. Messages left on read when she needed help caused her to battle overwhelming thoughts, heartbreak, and emotional abandonment. This story paint’s a very vivid picture for the listener and captures the reality of “crying for help when no one’s listening”.💎 👇🏾 𝙻𝚈𝚁𝙸𝙲𝚂 𝙱𝙴𝙻𝙾𝚆 👇🏾 𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: I texted “I’m not okay,” but you ain’t say a word watched the screen.. three dots, and still nothing occurred You could’ve replied, but you left me unheard Swallowed pain like pills, hoping I’d be heard You left me on read, now I’m leavin’ the earth You could’ve saved my life, you could’ve cherished my worth Now you livin’ with the guilt, like it’s stitched in your shirt Now you replayin’ all the pain that I had reverse 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄: I told you I was slippin’, heart was heavy with weight Said I wasn’t okay, that my mind wasn’t straight You seen what I said, but replied too late So I laid in the dark and surrendered my fate I was layin’ on the floor, phone tight in my hand I had tears in my eyes, tryna type where I stand I said “baby I feel lost”, and I needed a plan You seen everything I wrote, but you ain’t give a damn Typed out, “I need you,” my heart heavy in my chest Fingers shaking, tears drippin’, tryna do my best I always felt like a burden, so I kept it repressed One call or text back could’ve fixed all the mess So..what I did next, something you wouldn’t guess Took a bottle of pills to lay myself to rest I’m tryna’ numb all the pain to finally feel less Said “overdose” to myself, I admit… I confess 𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: I texted “I’m not okay,” but you ain’t say a word watched the screen.. three dots, and still nothing occurred You could’ve replied, but you left me unheard Swallowed pain like pills, hoping I’d be heard You left me on read, now I’m leavin’ the earth You could’ve saved my life, you could’ve cherished my worth Now you livin’ with the guilt, like it’s stitched in your shirt Now you replayin’ all the pain that I had reverse 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄: I took the pills while prayin’ you’d write And I waited on your love while I was losin’ my fight Your one little text could’ve kept me in sight Now I’m gone, and your soul just won’t sit right (𝐃𝐚𝐦𝐧!) I’m still on the floor, feelin’ heavy and slow Even tried to sit up, but my body said “No” The room started spinnin’, breathin’ felt unknown I heard my heartbeat echo like I wasn’t alone The pain started slippin’ like it sunk too deep I thought of you one time, then I fell half-asleep Both my eyes half open, tears startin’ to seep Left on read with a soul that I barely could keep You really could’ve held me down, but you wasn’t there You know I said I needed help, but you didn’t care Guess my life was a game, love was never fair Should’ve really texted me back when I was there to spare (𝐈 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮) One text back could’ve changed how it goes But instead I went numb, overdosed in my clothes Baby you ain’t hear the pain, just the silence I chose Now I’m gone, and my name in the wind when it blows Felt the cold in my spine, like a final goodbye Still checkin’ my phone with a blur in my eye I really wanted to live, but I ain’t know how to try You left me on read so this my last reply 𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: I texted “I’m not okay,” but you ain’t say a word watched the screen.. three dots, and still nothing occurred You could’ve replied, but you left me unheard Swallowed pain like pills, hoping I’d be heard You left me on read, now I’m leavin’ the earth You could’ve saved my life, you could’ve cherished my worth Now you livin’ with the guilt, like it’s stitched in your shirt Now you replayin’ all the pain that I had reverse (𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐀𝐋𝐋) You never know what’s going on in someone’s life and you never will know if you leave them on read and not respond to them when they need you the most. So please make sure you reach out to your loved ones and check on them whenever you get a chance to do so. You never know if it could be the last time you speak to them or not so no matter what… don’t leave them on read. #LEFTONREADL #LORL #OnReadL #StoryLOR #SolidDiamondz #SD #BitchICanFlow #BitchImPressure #StoryTimeL @rapfame_official @rapfame_ar_team