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I'm to point no return. I dont have any more.care. I'm tired of wasting energy to be a better me an all life can do is knock you back down. I'm tired of game.im breaking this cycle an the chains it has on me. it's my time to get some mental freedom, even if my body's got be caged.if I don't find a way to make all this change. All this rage that's caged inside me going come out . I'm do something terrible no doubt. cause its not me in control anymore, it's demons that pression my soul. they let all anger an hurt show, hoping to destroy some other soul.i fight as hard as I can to not be that person, cause person I'm am feels bad for doing others wrong. makes me ashamed of myself. cause I know better ,mom didn't raise me like that but yet I can't help but see the bad in everything, cause that's how I m use to this life being every time I tried look for gud, a disappointment is awaiting . tell me , how can you even look for good in anything when u we have a sinful devil an revengeful god. that's not bad an good . that's evil an hate. so we are destination to fail. ,lett down, pain, suffering. that's not what u see. we'll picture this , look at you statue of liberty. ppl say home of free. are you really free?. let me break this down for you. what's on head of miss liberty? seven points which stand for seven deadly sins. second in her right hand she holds flame, the fire barrier is the devil him self. so land of free or progrotroy. you decide, if you going stay blind or awake. I know what this place is, that's why my hearts is cold, an I've lost my soul. cause all good is gone. its world full sin. ppl selling there soul for a promise of a better life. it's your life you roll dice. what's your faith.? are you going take control of your life or are you going keep letting this government decide what best for you. I control my own. I stand frim.i want back down I want bend ,call me teroist. who cares. all cause I don't follow yalls rules. yall bunch fools. looking dumb hell, but thinking yall are pulling the sheets over ppls eyes, not all of us blind. fuck around get ass drop on dime.