Sad One- Rip Bike 1

Do I need them to be able to lead them doubt it but I will re-read them, in times that are tense, within life I hope I die on the greener side of the fence, tense moments for me are like when I'm falling from a tree, I roll the dice, my bad cause its so sad I nearly became a G- in life I tried to be, more then what they see, I believe at times I'll never become freed- caged demon is probably what I am, so I need to explain my whole plan in one forward motion there ain't anything on my side of table thats okay for now cause to get to the table took one hell of a story a worthy fable so as its cut my cable the one I use to connect my views to all of yous I want you to acknowledge this simple message I wasn't just a good guy I was someone great as well, hard to see but to me it was hard to flee, so I went out and prevailed as well, shortly after each evil spell placed onto my mind I didn't fold I went out and did still shine, this world is mine, was my mind state I didn't come here to not create, enjoyable memories even tho the came in few, I wanna draw pictures of two, people who were happy together but its looking like no friend will be here forever, so as I drink alone, my last beer I wanna smile cause I'm finally lying for the first time over exaggerating to make me feel fine(slash)blend in a bit better, I'm a bit bitter, I failed my only given quest, even after doing my best, so the rest you'll see be more happy then me, so grateful I am that I tried and got this far cause thats a 99 percent completion on that bar, was it worth it making it this far, hard to say but at night I still see a shine off that star, so I'll allow it to remind me I still healed that scar, just one of the few too many that I have, I'm the best version of me that never had a chance to be freed or live a better life then what was given so sorry for failing my mission as a good guy, cause now evil will prevail and that was never why most set sail, to let happen, so imma grab a mic keep rapping, imma stay alive keep clashing, with my inner demons I might be one but I'm still gonna kill within reason, and be the last one, bleeding, cause I think I've come to a conclusion stuck at a dead end, that the life I've tried to love will end, no mega fusion, so I'm in a saddened scene without an complishment towards a single one of my dreams, so fuck yea here's to the memories I made with the brothers and sisters I've met, it's truely something those inner emotions and feelings I get, off of the things we do, forever and ever I'd love to prove how much I love yous, I had fun that is true, not as much as I'd like but I definitely smiled after crashing my first bike, that I bought on my own, left broken on me and it's first night, riding out to forget the desire to mourn, about my tragic life, no magic mike, ahh I guess I've ran outta lies to why i.should.smile but its all goods cause im still creating, still waking up still hating my past, but if sad or happy, imma choose to still laugh(at it instead of at me hahahaha) 😭🥲😂🙃😂🫣🥴🤬👑🥹💯💀🖤😇⚠️⚠️⚠️👑🦐🤦😬🤦😅🔥🥳🫠