when I was little

When I was one years old my dad wasn't at the hospital when my mom got pregnant my me she had to deal with stress with him he was abusing her and me and when I was 2 years old I started seeing my dad hurting my momma and when I was 3 I didn't see my dad cause he was always hanging out with dope heads and meth heads and shit like he was always drunk and start abusing my mama and when I was 4 years old my momma was crying saying we need to get out of this place so we try to escape from that place but my dad track my momma location and he started beating her up and I when I was 5 years old I started walking when I was 5 years old I had witness my dad trying to kill my mama with the gun when I was 6 years old I was always hanging out with the bloods and crips and those people was protecting me and my from my dad cause he was looking for us but the thugs was looking for him so he get shoot and die and when I was 7 years old I was in juvenile because I was stealing and shit and I robbing people and when I was 8 years old i was end of Forster cares cauze I was always fighting and when I was 9 i was bad i brought a gun to school and try to hurt people I didn't know better when i was 10 years old I got sexual abuse by my cousin and when I was 11 i was sexually abuse to the age of 15 And I was always robbing people i was fighting demons and trauma experiences sleep, Blood on the pavement, gotta hustle, gotta eat, Every corner, every block, yeah, we know the code, Survival of the fittest, heavy is the load. (Verse 2) Enemies lurk, but my vision’s on the prize, Trust is a luxury, keep my circle tight, Grew up in the chaos, learned to play the game, Now I’m stacking paper, never chasing fame. (Verse 3) Loyalty’s a mantra, never turn my back, Real ones by my side, always ready to attack, Counted out before, but I made it through the storm, Blood runs deep, this is where we were born. (Verse 4) Life in the shadows, but my heart stays bright, Moving with the wolves, yeah, we own the night, Every scar I carry tells a story of the past, Bloods run together, and we built to last.