I hate myself

(Verse 1) I wake up in the mirror, see the shadows in my eyes, Reflections of a failure, where the broken spirit lies, Heart heavy like a boulder, thoughts racing through my mind, Every word I speak to me feels like a prison, confined. I’m weak, I’m ugly, every flaw magnified, Like a ghost in my own skin, can’t escape from this ride, Stupid choices haunt me, replaying like a tape, In a world full of winners, I’m the one who can’t escape. (Verse 2) Hate the man I see, yeah, I’m drowning in despair, Chasing after dreams, but they vanish in thin air, Soul searching for a spark, but the darkness won’t relent, Trying to find the strength, but I’m lost in discontent. Voices in my head, yeah, they whisper, \You won’t make it,\ Every step I take, feels like fate’s gonna break it, But deep down in the struggle, there’s a flicker, a fight, Maybe weakness is the canvas, and I'm painting with my light. (Verse 1) Yeah, look in the mirror, see a face I can't trust, Heart full of shadows, every thought's a rust, Drowning in my mind, yeah, it's a dark abyss, Every wrong turn, man, I can't reminisce. Lost in my thoughts, demons whisper my name, Hate the way I'm livin', man, it's all just a game, Countin' all my scars like they trophies of pain, Tryna break free, but I’m stuck in this chain. (Verse 2) Cold nights alone, yeah, they haunt my soul, Feelin' like a ghost, man, I'm outta control, Chasin' all these dreams, but they slip through my hands, Got a heart full of rage, but nobody understands. Stuck in this cycle, can't escape the grind, Lookin' for redemption, but I'm blind to the signs, Self-destruction's callin', got me trapped in my mind, I hate me, but I wear this mask, I can't unwind.