fuck boy

Im so sick an tierd of this drama.its like a cycle thats got to be changed. im so tierd of this game. its stressing me out, i feel like im insaine. Talking all this shit,to try calm myself ,from doing the real thing.. only if it would go away,i would be ok.little less stress, little more reliefed.. thats what i really need. cause anymore these days, shit been fuck up. if aint one thing its another . im to piont i want to bkow out my own brains.but you actting like im the one you want blame. so scard of a girl picking me over you, its a shame. Actring like little girl, threatening to take off ,run away just cause the girl talking me by swing.. i told you , you didnt have to worry bout me fucking her ,just diidnt tell you why you didnt have to worry bout it. you know my only rule only once thats how i roll see, i wasnt lieing ,i just wasnt telling you everything.. it was cause i already fuck bitch within frist 24, thats how it goes, after that frist 24, if she not fucking that hoe gotta go but you cant falut me you one comein to me say she freak she hoe, i told you to ask her to pull theee some , u said lets go. it tells me she green for go..what else was i supposed to think..disapper for day then pop up out blue ,actting all cocky an rude. frist thing you said , probably been got by now ,yea i let play fool , running round think you so kool. i ask you to be 100 if you fucked me, you never could you broke my rules but i look over it til i couldnt no more. i try be the nice guy. play fool. now im your wrost enermy like bad nite mare. im destroy you running your mind fool. life never going be the same. you going wish u never tryed me. im so deep in your head, til im pne in control pulling your string, ,setting trap, lineing you up for kill. . takeing away everything you love, shutting you down..have you wishing you would die, til you kill yourself.