Lately ive been at war with myself don't need another army no all I need is help give me your hand and I'll entrust you

Lately ive been at war with myself don't need another army no all I need is help give me your hand and I'll entrust you with myself and watch as the whole world turns to hell Burn it all to ashes as it crashes straight to earth to the dirt Feeling like this life I've been gifted is such a curse but other times It feels like it's gonna work alotta of the time I feel it could be worse the pain that resides inside it still hurts you salted the wound you cut i bled first I could do nothing but sit and observe I've been going through the ups and downs it may seem believe me its harder than it seems but just please understand that they can't see me crying to myself until I couldnt cry its so deceiving but now i bounced back thats a fact so now you know my secret your emotions change like the seasons I thought yous the reason im breathing I was lying ill no longer be bleeding because I seen the web of lies yous weaving thats why im at war with myself cuz all the lies you told me and you put me through hell Lately ive been at war with myself don't need another army no all I need is help give me your hand and I'll entrust you with myself and watch as the whole world turns to hell Lately ive been at war with myself don't need another army no all I need is help give me your hand and I'll entrust you with myself and watch as the whole world turns to hell im not going back to the way that it's used be youll wait and see and I know I've changed alot so while we're on the topic you could of should have shown the evidence its irrelevant that our love could never have grown I made the best of it told the rest of it nothing left to expose I thought I could give you everything in this world but that was a no you chose a different path now I sit and laugh and wait for the day you choke on bones thats why im at war with myself yeah that why im at war with myself