what if?

you hear me rapping about fucked up things things you wouldn't even share with your mates the type of shit your nan defitnly hates but wait , wait , wait just a minute don't get it twisted I don't agree with most of things I've listed but as long as you listen I'll just continue my business what if the music I made was actually good enough and people wouldn't think I was tough what if my team could actually win a match think of that ? bring it back what if I had a million dollars I'd retire my family live a life of dreams instead of a life that fines I like to think im a man of wonder instead of a man that blunders --- [Verse 2] I walk through streets where the lights don’t shine, Dreamin’ big but still stuck in the grind. They see the hoodie and think “he’s trouble,” But they don’t see the mind tryna burst the bubble. Got mates in debt, some lost to the game, Others clockin' in just to dodge the shame. I rap pain, not for fame or the charts, But to stitch up the wounds in our fractured hearts. See, I’m not tryna glorify crime or the fight, I’m just sayin' what I see in the dead of night. If truth hurts, then let it sting, ‘Cause I’d rather spit real than pretend I'm a king. what if the person that you lost finally came back I'd hug him and tell him I made it and he'd believe that what if you get fired and end up on the streets I'll know I'll be protected by the one they cannot see what if you never reach the stars I'm happy where I am sitting by passing cars the feeling of hope had never dwindled it only signalled for me to continue the game that I play is the way I stay what if