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ruined me beyond repair sometimes u get what ya gets ,n life just isn't fair so I'll .just sit at the wall and stare in dispare wonder why I lost all my hair while living in despair like I said before life just isn't fair so I shouldn't even care instead I'm sitting here not there they asked me to write a few bars instead I went bar hopping and found myself drowning driving in my car then I hit a tree doing a buck 90 I was on a chase I had to flee woke up in an ambulance look down at my peter I had no pants I said if I come out with my pants on as if we ain't paying but I lay up in this hospital bed and that's where I'm stuck laying the same crazy but I still want more was getting ready to get married to this chick then found out she was a whore ,she liked to play with my emotions the final day we broke up she found out she was demoted she played me like a remote but look at you now b**** I'm the one with the votes sitting back on my yacht you call a boat but guess what it floats just like my rhymes I'll be spitting I had that ass twice last week you know I was hitting then you came up with an STD I had a hard time pissing because you gave it to me thought I couldn't see through your lies but then I stare deep into a cold killer's eyes tried to kill me kindly with softness I ain't no hostess b**** forget this I'm going to promote it think you got yourself in a game you ain't even played mine yet you making me rise from nothing to fame I'm not a jackpot watch me spin coming out on top with all that money I win