would they notice

alway been the one evb runs to but they wanna switch up when i need them like i aint the one wit the most messed up life to everytime i called for help no one was der to the rescue everytime i just wanted to talk evb was to busy when iam alone iam js atp to were i let it all out no matter angry r sadness i put a call out for one my songs but never posted it mmm do they care would they notice if i went missing would they only focusimg on who gets my styff who would post #LLSP 🕊♥️ AN ACTUALLY MEAN IT TO THAT THEH CARED WHEN I WAS ALIVE LET ME KNOW SO CALLED FAM AN FRIENDS