greatest joy of all

Everyday that goes by, im getting a little wiser. my eyes are openin up a little wider, its helpin me see things much clearer. an what i see is i had it all fucked up. my hopes off this world an the life we live, thougth it would have been so much better.they give us hope of the amercan dream. knowin the whole time they never going to take their finger off of us. they will always be in control.keep us so deep in debt that we gotta work two shifts. thats only way you going survive. stay so busy between your daily lives an work. builting your mind up with worry/ strees. then they tel you go see doctor, they will give you something to help you. yea, it might help from whats illin you, but its also killin you by its sideaffect but that what the government calls population control. i call it muder. an see familys not. much diffent, grown up you think this family member always have your back but ounce you become older you see ,that was lie. after 18 its all on you. i thougth family always suppose be their for you. especially your mother, but thats not true, who knew so now as im standing on my own two feet. i will do everything in my power to help my kids excel in this coruptted government an make sure i do everything i can do to ensure they have a better life then i ,before i die. after all , at end. what is your greatest joy of all. your kids ,thats all.so no matter how hatd they try to hol.d me down , they shall not ,i will proveal. im show whole world . im really deal.