Lately

Lately late at night I’ve been fighting these thoughts running through my mind invading every center of my brain all I see are memories locked away breaking free flashing before my eyes Lately I’ve been sippin here and there trying to drink the memories of you away but that doesn’t seem to work, I even got high off shrooms doing all I can to numb this pain even smokin that dro on the daily Lately I’ve been pondering on every word we said to each other in those letters I’m truly sorry I broke your heart ripping them into pieces, baby you know I love you with all my heart no matter what we been through itll always be you Lately I’ve been haunted by the ghost of our past The bond we had wasn’t like any other we’ve seen Living in a dream seems too easy/ I have to learn to live without your love I wish you knew the depth of my love for you isn’t like any other fairy tale, our love story is rare and beautiful, unique different from any old school love we’ve seen Lately I’ve been thinking about what you said I still want you in my life as my wife, I’m sick of going through this strife without you by my side, you’re the queen of my own empire baby Here’s the headliner my beautiful lady you’re so amazing, elegantly, glamorous, sexier than a model You ain’t gotta be famous to catch my eye, you’re already famous in my eyes Rich with love you get from your family, you’re one solid as motherfuker baby, blessed to be alive Baby girl would you marry me make me the most happiest motherfuker in the planet