letter to my daughter

you didnt get a chance to be special in this life however, i wanna thank u my little azariyah, bc you taught me something that & you will always be special to me, you will always be close to my heart & here go another void in my chest oowee this gone be a hard one, my daughter didnt get a chance at breath & i take for granted how far i come, its crazy reality took my baby there goes my heart bleed some more, idk how much more i can take cuz on that last straw i might just break, my little azariyah, daddy so sorry i couldnt be there witchu, to make sure that you was safe most importantly so that i could share the same air witchu, hold you close give you hugs kisses tryna show you that i really care for you, my love so rare for you, i dont know what it means why all these bad things really happen to me, i lost my brother my aunty now my daughter its getting so hard to see, death & life go hand in hand tho my babygirl wasnt able breath at all, how i wish it was something for this pain call it a heart Tylenol, & i know my babygirl lookin down saying daddy you gotta be strong, so i put all my emotions in this song, bc for you i woulda did it all, reality threw another bomb. daddy so heartbroken that i didnt get to meet you & i was looking forward to all things that i wanted to teach you & this pain will never go away that i never got to see you, just know me & mommy hearts will never leave you & here go another void in my chest oowee this gone be a hard one, my daughter didnt get a chance at breath & i take for granted how far i come, its crazy reality took my baby there goes my heart bleed some more, idk how much more i can take cuz on that last straw i might just break, my little azariyah, daddy so sorry i couldnt be there witchu, to make sure that you was safe most importantly so that i could share the same air witchu, hold you close give you hugs kisses tryna show you that i really care for you, my love so rare for you