bleed a bitch

yea see this got to be my last time wasting my talent, hard ass beats talkin bout a female so ima bleed this bitch after dat we yappin bout getn rich financially, spiritually, mentally, etc. man lets get this shit over wit cuh see the bitch keep saying dat im not on my shit, that im not doing what im supposed to be doing, metaphorically speaking i dun left her ina ditch dat its her life that i purposefully ruin, said she been ten toes down by herself, dat since she been wit me she aint never got no help so she treat me like bum say i dont deserve nun which make da situation worse & my heart turn numb, so it got to a point where i kinda beat da bitch no i could not just take da disrespect, now put 2 & 2 together imagine in yo head, every time she did dat boom put to bed, not full force really just a tap but it was sure enough to make her mental crack, ofc i didnt mean to really act that way, tho i ate the disrespect it changed me everyday. see how love kept me in dat predicament, thats not what i want to embody as man at all anyway besides dat that was her side now im fina bleed this bitch ahahaaa now if take into account da typa life i had, you would see why i was off my game so bad, & every time i tried to explain my past it go on def ears my heart endin up ina cast, threw my problems to da side so damn self-centered, like the way she act she expect instant winner, & when i didnt live up to expectations i got treated like im the only god damn sinner, like you dont problems of you own, we both parent wounds buried in our dome, shit you still throw tantrums like a three year old got no fucking emotional intelligence, say iss just expressing yo feelings then try & act all nice after like you a heaven sent, shit is disrespect so damn right bitch you got me fucking bent. & das why i was really fucking mistaken, explaining things to a lil girl who got no patience, bc a real woman would lift me up instead of hearing my story & treat me like she hating thinking im the cause of all yo problems but all yo shit is really psychological, i even tried to help you out but you did that same def ear shit diabolical.