treacherous life

this life shit treacherous, but ima get ahead of it, say dirt dont hurt but its worse in the hell of it. guess its true what they say, you not missed till you 6 feet, crying bout all da times they never spoke deep with me go thru it alone they dont wanna see my true mind when i raise my vibration & i change up my station dont come yappin at the mouth about tryna be my ally you know, see ima make my mistakes the same way that you do, but if you not on they level treatment dog doo doo, act like they reache higher place of higher faces, hand out for support & they gave me no space. all i wanted was my pain acknowledged, cut me off say im making excuses treat me as if im useless well when them tables turn lets see if i wont be as ruthless as you was now let me tell you a story of a young wee lad, life wasn't all good also it wasnt too bad shit beside im still alive, oops i went & let da secret out, it was da kid thru adversity wit flashy sneakers out, ever heard da life of a turtle such a hurdle, seagulls wont leave em alone till he home or he dead gone yea they bellies always boiling mane wake yo game up this aint bout no turtle aint u payin attention & i cant take it no more filling the void in my chest from experiences that made me sick to my core, by the way its this one in particular she put da perp in lexed nah i mean endicular, thought it was t for team but it was t t t terrible she stepped in my life & fucked up my dreams, i cant lie i did my dirt too tho finding higher knowledge make it easy to work thru, now she acting all distant & inocent like she aint pillage my image makin it all hard for me to live in. see now listen to the current me watch how i rise & prevail with such certainty, ima live this hard life givin no fucks who hurt me showin no emotion bc it'll make you weak they use it against you enough make u tweak, you da villain like at this table they ain't never had no seat this life shit treacherous, but ima get ahead of it, say dirt dont hurt but its worse in the hell of it. guess its true what they say, you not missed till you 6 feet, crying bout all times they aint get a chance to speak wit me go thru it alone they dont wanna see my true mind when i raise my vibration & i change up my station dont come yappin at the mouth about tryna be my ally