Hunnid Or Not

mthe people that u turn to when u need support be the same mafukas who aint on ur side anymore. when its war , u reaching out and they ignore but when it was the other way around u was right there at the door.. what good are friends in a world with no trust ? u think they 💯 till they puttin on the cuffs how quick they switch up -bitch up . like its in their blood or something.? they start talkin out they neck tellin lies and fronting , like it aint them , its all You. set u up call u then fall thru just like the walls do aint even got the balls to -tell u what it is , they just hoping that u lose ur mind, if u aint already did. i done been down that road, too many times and it shows. i can barely trust myself given some choices that ive chose , Oh you aint kno ,? how it feels to be stripped of ur purpose? and if u do kno how it feels tell me was it really worth it ? To put ur neck on the line just to never be perfect? Meanwhile, they behind the curtains. Watching you burn on the surface out of sight out of mind Now you the only one hurtin stuck with the burden of learning, everything that aint workin is from investing in certain urgent inevitable level of curses.. how can i, get out of life whats out of time ? out of line..? out of mind? the paradine alkaline, no better time , to get out of LIFE So what do i get out of MINE ? what if i called u at a better time ? from a better life ? would it be any different? probably if i never died. And since im still alive i can never hide, youll never know what im feeling if u never tried, to put urself in my shoes or my mind.. if u could feel the pain of every knife in my back, could you still sleep like theres nothing wrong with that? for some i guess there isnt.... it aint any different from the hidden life that they livin.. if they dont give a fuck now then they alwyays didnt! they was standing while u was sittin wishin shit could be different , when they are benefiting from u being in that position telling u that It isnt-how it is , when its directly in front of their vision dont get me wrong i aint bitchin , thats what bitches do. Kinda like telling u "thats so fucked up" when they went n did it too. typical , that isnt new. its a given to, ridicule the pitiful, what it is that is fake, will only be around what it is that isnt true.