pain away

plz believe me i have a had time trusting don't leave me... can't trust for nothing baby.... halo ring on top of my head.... thought i was in peace.... but was dying instead couldn't do anything but lay in bed... writing these songs maybe I'll be okay... i gat these feeling i want to give out ... i store them i just can speak up... the pain is deep...it was caused by weak love... i don't want love i just gatta give up... what is love to a guy like me it breaks me up into a smaller piece i gave it chance now look at me i look so sad i lost my peace what is love to a guy like me i don't need it I gatta breathe i need to be free free ahhhhh