safer when I sleep

why the fuck do i go on i cant take it no more slamming doors open sores laying face down on the fucking floo when i cry these tears they pour standing here begging the Lord everything's overboard walking across the church floor ask me am i saved i said im not sure pp don't know if I'm knocking on hell or heavens door s all i know is this world is a snake and it's got deadly venom i push hard with strong momentum stars in the sky they light my path to a new begging I'll lock ya body up like a shock from your tendants they say sky's the limits i done been high past mars and my head still spinning I'm so relentless i write knowledge through these words and these verbs while blowing earb that came from the earth got me swearvin bout to hit the curb stay on the block serving these birds if you need something all you have to do is chirp move so many bricks that they have mileage perks I'll pull the trigger make this fully automatic squirt watch your body jerk I'm telling you now I know it hurts losing somebody to the dirt so what in life do I really deserve streets of gold I claim my victory through the Bible it was already told