goodbye

told mama im getting adopted by one of the biggest mcs club in the world told her im just a supporter ima sacrifice they gon blow my brain off she aint even shed a tear she just gon watch her son of 18 years disapear yall wonder why i smoke so much dope i grew up in one of the coldest families in the world one lifes gone here, one lifes taken there but where were they they came with excuses like i got work to do and its been like that since day one yall wonder why i am suicidal and wanna die today yall wonder why i want to get my hands on a gun this aint fun this is my reality and still theyre calling it all a fantasy they locked me up in the hospital and sent me straight to my blood family well now i gotta live up to my real dads reputation he is one of the best persons among this population in this area yall wonder why i need so much painkillers and greens its hard in the game but ima go harder im still young and in my prime and i got veterans on my side now too bro and ima grow a 1000 fuckings pounds of weed really thats all i need weed weed weed we only want peaze so someone should plant a seed im tired of all these wars why is everyone so interested in the most expensive and luxurios things money was made by some sick mf who used that too controll peoples mind why is there so much evil in this world when kindnes is free