My Therapy

Sometimes, I need therapy, but I don't got time for that. I lost a long time that I'm not going to get back . I guess that's why im writing right here it all started out hard for me . My grandma died on top of me, yea. I know it sounds weird but she fell right over. still remember that day. she told me her day was coming so I'd pray. and say hay, I know you're not here, but I can feel you. I'm right here doing like i said I'ma do. young, but life's got to move on. People still be in the have to be strong. I push it. I thank GOD For the strength he gave me. My Dad left me because he wasn't planning on having a baby guess he had better better shit to do. I ant tripping because you weren't there. I didn't need you. I'm self dependent is what I said in my head. now I'm co-dependent no one knows the blood you blead. everyone proceeds pain in a different way, I took the pain in the darkest of ways. but just remember on your darkest of days you got a reason just like the season if you're man is gonna leave let him get to leaving. because there's a another purpose for you. if he didn't see you that's what another will do. everyone that downed me i guess i let the thoughts drowned me but I'm coming up back for air. sep to me if you can dare. cuz im coming in clear.