Tryna To Get It

Gotta keep my eyes on the prize half blind but I see through the lies better just chill, you've been ill, advised when it kill, or be killed, bet I'm still, gonna rise now show me the money, I don't care about Fame everybody broke always say the same cuz everybody raps, and everyone's a rat I ain't moving nothing for no less than a stack running out of options chasin, a scheme getting older erasing, my dream do it by myself, I don't need no team I mean, I'm alive, and survived, as a feind so I asin't really worried about a thing t cars, clothes, hoes, Jordan's or gold chain I'm appreciating every little thing cuz I remember nights when I slept in the rain drugs keep me numb fro1m the pain I'm ashamed, that I'm the only one that I can blame they don't know my name, they just takin aim probably mad at the fact, that I'm better in the game it's hard to maintain, cuz everything, that I gain will disappear, by the end of the year similar to all of my peers who's already gone while I still sit here I'm running out of time, wasted too much on the grind my whole life consists of crime, with my life up on the line cuz I'm,.. tryin to get it (get it, get it , get it I've lost my mind....tryin to get it (get it, get it, get it poverty is by design, if you were broke then you're my kind show me labels and I'll sign, doing this for me and mine cuz I'm ... tryin to get it (get it, get it, get it that's why I rhyme..... tryin to get it, (get it, get it, get it 7look how far, I done came.. ain't shit changed cuz I'm still doing bad mad, at the fact I gave everything I had and lookin back at it only makes me sad now i guess its all up for grabs, anything that I want I can have though, I know it ain't true, ...cuz I can't have you, you won't even be in my view what am I supposed to do, I done got close to you, I knew, to approach, with Caution this shit happens way too often, too late to pray, as I lay, in a coffin in a dream, that I had last night, search for the light, though it seems out of sight still feel depressed, but I guess, that's life feel a little better when they passed me to pipe I'm avoiding the hype, never take flight, I fight, for whatever I believe in swear to god, I'm at odds, with myself right now trying to figure out ways to get even been scheming, steady battling demons trying to find a reason, to live cuz I'm broke, as a joke, out of dope, and I hope, that the rope, that I'm on don't give @BuddyHuSTLe