What's Reality? (V2)

i see shadows in the nighttime are they really there, or are they just in... my mind i here voices that say "i hear voices" if the room starts spinning, and i feel dizzy... who gon' fucking save me trying to escape reaaalllity do you want to flyyyy with me are you a ride or diiiiiie for me i need sAvin' i need a save hAven I'll just lay in this dark cAve I'm in but it really feels like a grAve I'm in i see shadows in the nighttime are they really there, or are they just in... my mind if I'm lost and hard to find... i'm just gazing at the skyyyline need to let go of these lifelines cuz you know what, I'll be fine it don't matter that I'm slow-ly diein' i see myself from a different life...time I'm just talking with me and i am I awake right now, or am i dreamin' whoa, voices gettin' louder, are thAY SCREAMING i remember those darrk days i thought me and those days parrrted ways guess not, still sourounded by a darrrk haze i can't find my way outta this fuuucking maze sometimes i just stare off into space with a confused look on my face you wouldn't understand, cuz i don't understand can't tell what's reality can't tell if I'm sleeping or awake can't tell who's real or fake where did all the time go it went so fast long time go but now its real fucking slow just going through the...motions life is a time lapse that's going in slow...motion if we slipped and took a wrong turn.., are-we outta control? Jesus take the wheel, I'm outta control i pray i don't do none reckless through the dark night i feel ress-less stairway to heaven, ever endless but if i trip and fall, do i go to hell where am i, i can't tell am i dreaming, what's re-ALLLL-ati i feel disconnected from re-ALLLL-ati if i feel numb, who gon' save me if i fall, who gon' be there for me if you there, you better not leave me shadows creeping up on me starting to feel dee-zy ok, i feel numb i scare my self sometimes i see shadows in the nighttime are they really there, or are they just in... my mind i know sometimes I'm hard to find ok, ok, I'm always hard to find ok, ok, I've lost my mind i'll say I'm fine...but keep walking like a zom-bee what's reality. what reality am i in i don't understand what's reality, when's reality kickin' in staring off into space, with a dazed look on my face i can't control when the past comes to haunt me i don't know why the past keeps tauntin' me if only you could see what i...see if only these shadows stop chasing me me with these permanent scars...i see if I'm in control, than we all, fucked cuz right now I don't trust, myself if we crash this car, we get whiplash and we fucking burn burn burn if we repeat history, than when we gon' learn learn learn i look up to tha sky, and realize that it's gon' be alright i look up, and see the light i be restless through the night it's gon' be a long night... tonight please stop asking me...if I'm ok dark days or purple haze i don't know if im ok really fucked up like really really fucked up reminiscing in the hospital bed thinking how the fuck i got here really fucked up like really really fucked up