Tryna stay sober,

Tryna stay sober, but the demons creep, Every night I’m on my grind, but you’re losing sleep, Take over my mind, hard to let it go, tried Making you happy, but you always wanna leave though . Like I don’t wear my heart on my sleeve, What’s the point of love if you ain’t ready to grieve? What am I supposed to do, where can I go? I just wanna talk, don’t wanna fight, you know. Dark thoughts haunt me, like shadows in the night, You’re the spark in my soul, but it don’t feel right, Every time I reach out, you just pull away, Got me stuck in this cycle, living day by day. I’m drowning in my feelings, caught up in the tide, Trying to find a way to keep my heart open wide, But you keep shutting doors , leaving me in the cold, Tell me how to hold on when your love feels sold. I fucked up this time, yeah, I’m feelin' the weight, Heart heavy like a stone, I’m trapped in this fate, Lost in the shadows, I’m searchin' for light, Can’t do this shit again, I’m ready to fight. My bro and my girl, they the ones I confide, Swear they gon' ride, through the lows, through the highs, Dark thoughts in my mind, but I’m pushin' ‘em back, Gotta keep it together, stay on the right track. I know you gon' slide, yeah, you down for the cause, When the smoke clears up, you still breakin' the laws, Bust that fire for me, keep the demons at bay, In this life of chaos, we still find a way. We been through the storms, now we searchin' for peace, But I know in your eyes, you won’t ever cease, Fucked up this time, but I’m ready to grow, With you by my side, we can conquer the low.