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I have to Annailate my past Remove my pain at last I gotta put my heart on blast I have to stop being crass The way my life has progressed It left me feeling collapsed I feel like I'm insane Like I got finessed And my whole world scrapped I can feel my brain obsess and relapse I can feel my heart crash As time progressed I don't have much to gain I live free, my fate convexed I can't tell my sister I was impressed I never took the time to explain Now I feel like I am to blame. When she passed, it killed my flame. As time progressed, I still felt depressed I wrote a song about feeling unrest. My life flipped on its head. I found out my homie was dead. He died up the street from where I now lay my head. It was this that woke my inner dread. My life took a turn and I was left alone There was nobody calling my phone I realised life isn't a game I had to reignite my flame I gotta pursue the path to fame. It's time that I fessed up. Nothing felt the same. I didn't feel as strong I could barely stand up, I could walk this path no longer That's not even the worst part. My grandma died on Thanksgiving, I know that's messed up. I knew it was time for her to depart She spent her final days alone Thanksgiving was what broke her heart. Without family coming to impart love for her, she fell apart. I lost her silently suffering in the dark. She couldn't handle the holidays anymore She had no family coming over, alone again, Her breath stopped with her heart. I wish I had a chance to restart. I never got to show her my art we spent 7 years apart. bless her frail heart she died before I could embark. I didn't connect I'll confess. I couldn't open my mind I struggled to express I lost everything I had when my homie went to the other side. The way he died killed me inside. He was correcting his life, it was unjustified. He was inspiring and I couldn't believe what transpired. His life was suddenly expired. his rap name retired.

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