drained and infested

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drained and infested

It's time I reveal my life, my pain summarized The way my life derides leaves me feeling depressed inside I have to stand strong and conceptualise A divine fate that's personified my soul has a trajectory I can't deny Almost like fate has it's own eyes I need to contemplate how Several people have died with each soul, i was too late I'd never be able to rectify The way I fell short, I can't debate I felt a wave of suicide They gave their lives, mine can wait i can't waste my potential any more I dont mean to insinuate but They had their whole lives in store I couldn't express my love in time My pain overflows, my heart sore Their lost souls can't be denied My head hurts, And my hearts torn The pain continues to reside inside of my mind. I realise this was gods design So I could learn to impart My holy art I've come to find. I gotta tame demons deep inside as they take over my mind. Ever since I was born I struggled to stay alive 6 months in the ICU and my mom was denied This left me love deprived Still I rise and shine forcing my mind to realign I had holes in my heart As if life already tore it apart. You will come to find the more I lose the harder I grind Gotta provide for those who continue to save my life. The way I was raised is how my life is defined The surface is barely grazed As I get my lyrics in line. I gotta drive forward in memory of the lost Can't believe how much the pain seems to cost I feel so depressed About how I've transgressed Forgot to show my soft side. I died a little inside as I ingested the pain in my heart as I tried to suppress it. I feel choked like an infant suffocating on my intestines As if my path wrapped around my neck and clashed with my brain Leaving me congested The pain floods me, pushing at my veins. Filling me with hate, I feel infested and it's driving me insane The lives I've seen pass won't get peace til I address it. now that they're gone, my heart hurts. i have to express it

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1 year ago

It's time I reveal my life, my pain summarized The way my life derides leaves me feeling depressed inside I have to stand strong and conceptualise A divine fate that's personified my soul has a trajectory I can't deny Almost like fate has it's own eyes I need to contemplate how Several people have died with each soul, i was too late I'd never be able to rectify The way I fell short, I can't debate I felt a wave of suicide They gave their lives, mine can wait i can't waste my potential any more I dont mean to insinuate but They had their whole lives in store I couldn't express my love in time My pain overflows, my heart sore Their lost souls can't be denied My head hurts, And my hearts torn The pain continues to reside inside of my mind. I realise this was gods design So I could learn to impart My holy art I've come to find. I gotta tame demons deep inside as they take over my mind. Ever since I was born I struggled to stay alive 6 months in the ICU and my mom was denied This left me love deprived Still I rise and shine forcing my mind to realign I had holes in my heart As if life already tore it apart. You will come to find the more I lose the harder I grind Gotta provide for those who continue to save my life. The way I was raised is how my life is defined The surface is barely grazed As I get my lyrics in line. I gotta drive forward in memory of the lost Can't believe how much the pain seems to cost I feel so depressed About how I've transgressed Forgot to show my soft side. I died a little inside as I ingested the pain in my heart as I tried to suppress it. I feel choked like an infant suffocating on my intestines As if my path wrapped around my neck and clashed with my brain Leaving me congested The pain floods me, pushing at my veins. Filling me with hate, I feel infested and it's driving me insane The lives I've seen pass won't get peace til I address it. now that they're gone, my heart hurts. i have to express it

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1 year ago

thank you. stay blessed πŸ™Œ

1 year ago

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1 year ago

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