I sit in.the rain with only my shadows the darkness seeps in pouring dark clouds of doubt I dive deeper out of the shall

I sit in.the rain with only my shadows the darkness seeps in pouring dark clouds of doubt I dive deeper out of the shallows myself is all I have as I shout to the sky asking the same questions of why love is hallow and humans are fickle on to the new leave the old high and dry what is love if it's easily replaced its not it's lust and were all lost in pain heart ripped out my body in the grave my mind numb like novacain watching the rain drip off my skin reminiscent of how life is just drops in an ocean thoughts of her in my head always crashing like.waves something lost forever I crave in the end she didn't feel the same ice box cold om the grave.