Messed Up (I'll wait for you)

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Messed Up (I'll wait for you)

Waking up again alone. last night to me's unknown. no memory, no sensory. find myself on the street prone woke up next to a broken bottle too. I guess that wasn't enough to forget you. Missing your eyes, and your smile. missing your thighs and your style. but you got a new guy and it's so fucking wild. the reality sets that your gone it's got me pretty riled. 2 years i guess that was all we had, I guess that it was pretty all fucking bad. I know I fucked up but It wasn't one sided. we both could have improved but our hearts were divided. but the thought of you still got me excited. working to improve though I might be misguided. I know you're not mine, but I'll always be yours. I still feel chills down my spine but my heart will endure. All the fights, the cheating, the receipts and the controlling. the cameras, the posts, the crowd and the provoking, the "hiding", finding, the lying, the crying. the yelling, the toxicity, the retrying the nights I held you in my arms. little did I know I already lost your charm. but at least I meant it when I said I'd never love another. lust is one thing but my heart is meant for no other. If i earn a spot back in your heart. I'd do nothing to tear it apart. I'd worship you like i should have from the start. nothing to hide and nothing to distort. I'll keep that memory of us dancing in the snow. That moment meant everything, i swear it will never erode.

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1 year ago

Waking up again alone. last night to me's unknown. no memory, no sensory. find myself on the street prone woke up next to a broken bottle too. I guess that wasn't enough to forget you. Missing your eyes, and your smile. missing your thighs and your style. but you got a new guy and it's so fucking wild. the reality sets that your gone it's got me pretty riled. 2 years i guess that was all we had, I guess that it was pretty all fucking bad. I know I fucked up but It wasn't one sided. we both could have improved but our hearts were divided. but the thought of you still got me excited. working to improve though I might be misguided. I know you're not mine, but I'll always be yours. I still feel chills down my spine but my heart will endure. All the fights, the cheating, the receipts and the controlling. the cameras, the posts, the crowd and the provoking, the "hiding", finding, the lying, the crying. the yelling, the toxicity, the retrying the nights I held you in my arms. little did I know I already lost your charm. but at least I meant it when I said I'd never love another. lust is one thing but my heart is meant for no other. If i earn a spot back in your heart. I'd do nothing to tear it apart. I'd worship you like i should have from the start. nothing to hide and nothing to distort. I'll keep that memory of us dancing in the snow. That moment meant everything, i swear it will never erode.

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