Sitting at my desk, thoughts heavy like the rain,

Sitting at my desk, thoughts heavy like the rain, Clouds rolling in, can’t escape this mental chain, Demons on my shoulder, whispering my fears, Echoes of the past, drowning in my tears. Heart's a battlefield, scars run deep, Every night I wrestle with the pain clocks tickin and I Feel like I’m going insane, shadows in my mind, Searching for the light, but it’s so hard to find in the shadows of the night. so in this padded room I sat pain and misery I could see it in my eyes closed off to the world look at me I'm looking for you now in this twilight zone called hell demons creeping always lookin to fight. while memories haunting me, like ghosts in the night, Every empty space just amplifies the fight, Your touch was the remedy, now I’m lost in this haze, Trying to break free from this dark, twisted maze. The weight of your absence, it cuts like a knife, Struggling to breathe, this chaos is my life, But I’ll rise from the ashes, though the road is rough, Even the madness, I know I’m enough.