open my eyes in the moring and im dreadful 2 see it's like the days already taunting me , I need to get this devil o

open my eyes in the moring and im dreadful 2 see it's like the days already taunting me , I need to get this devil off of me, im so fucking lost in me ,I'm trying to find myself cautiously, please believe , im fed up with misery , trying to rid my self of all my bad tendencies ,wich seems impossible 2 achieve, I've lost all control indeed,