Addict

#Addict I never allowed myself to call myself an addict I just had another bad habit I told myself I'd quit when the feeling quit feeling lavish well it did but I didn't And I still haven't WHY??? Cuz I'm an addict Took two months in jail to gain sobriety and admit it But shit At least I finally did it I just hate the time I wasted tryna stay wasted but I love the way I can thank God Im no longer satisfiable complacent I love the way he patiently taught me patience He brought me out of that heavy sedation placed me on a solid foundation I can finally fight the devil and fight his temptations I'm working for the lord with high expectations I'm filled with his light with chillin sensations God said it's my time great manifestations watch me grow watch me grind no limitations watch my little light shine no simulations