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After on a hunt for knowledge to what I'm experiencing as a schizophrenic I rented the English movie Fallen on prime video starring Denzel Washington. Cost me 5 bucks. Everyone I meet send me messages. That are picked up by my auditory hallucinations. I don't believe in most of them. I felt I'm Denzel Washington from the English movie Fallen. When he first discovers Azazel the fallen angel and runs outside on the street to experience the demon world from up close. I'm on a demon loading dose.