Missing you (only 23 yrs old)

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Missing you (only 23 yrs old)

Lost my little brother to suicide n I put this on for him. First time without bawling. If u feelin like u got no reason to go on please reach out. Please. (Verse 1) Little brother, my so eyes heavy, lost in the smoke, Chasing shadows, dreams faded, heart broke, Used to laugh in the sun, now it’s all so gray, Thought we’d ride together, but you drifted away. (Verse 2) Pills in your pocket, a weight on your soul, Can’t escape the demons, they’re taking a toll, Used to share our secrets, n watched you hide from the light, Every text I send you jus turned into a fight (Verse 3) Suicide whispers, like a thief in the night, Telling you it’s over, there’s no end in sight, But I’m here in the shadows, waiting for a sign, Little brother, don’t go, let’s rewrite the line. (Verse 4) Caught in this cycle, it’s a hell of a ride, I wish I could save you, but I’m so lost inside, Life’s a fragile balance, don’t let it fall, We can rise from the ashes, together we’ll crawl. (Verse 1) Lost my baby brother, heart heavy like a stone, In the silence of the night, I feel so alone, Echoes of his laughter, now a ghost in my mind, Too late for the words I wish I could rewind. (Verse 2) Thoughts spiral deep, like a darkened abyss, Every moment we shared, now a moment I miss, Too many battles fought, but he lost the war, I’m screaming to the heavens, but they don’t hear me anymore. (Verse 3) Tears fall like rain so heavy, in this fucked up jungle, Memories of our dreams, now they crumble and tumble, I wear this pain like a badge, it’s my truth, Searching for the light, but I’m stuck in this booth. (Verse 4) Regrets on my chest, heavy like a chain, Wishing I could’ve saved him, but I’m drowning in pain, Too late to say sorry, too late to rewind, I’m left with this sorrow, a burden on my mind.

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1 year ago

Lost my little brother to suicide n I put this on for him. First time without bawling. If u feelin like u got no reason to go on please reach out. Please. (Verse 1) Little brother, my so eyes heavy, lost in the smoke, Chasing shadows, dreams faded, heart broke, Used to laugh in the sun, now it’s all so gray, Thought we’d ride together, but you drifted away. (Verse 2) Pills in your pocket, a weight on your soul, Can’t escape the demons, they’re taking a toll, Used to share our secrets, n watched you hide from the light, Every text I send you jus turned into a fight (Verse 3) Suicide whispers, like a thief in the night, Telling you it’s over, there’s no end in sight, But I’m here in the shadows, waiting for a sign, Little brother, don’t go, let’s rewrite the line. (Verse 4) Caught in this cycle, it’s a hell of a ride, I wish I could save you, but I’m so lost inside, Life’s a fragile balance, don’t let it fall, We can rise from the ashes, together we’ll crawl. (Verse 1) Lost my baby brother, heart heavy like a stone, In the silence of the night, I feel so alone, Echoes of his laughter, now a ghost in my mind, Too late for the words I wish I could rewind. (Verse 2) Thoughts spiral deep, like a darkened abyss, Every moment we shared, now a moment I miss, Too many battles fought, but he lost the war, I’m screaming to the heavens, but they don’t hear me anymore. (Verse 3) Tears fall like rain so heavy, in this fucked up jungle, Memories of our dreams, now they crumble and tumble, I wear this pain like a badge, it’s my truth, Searching for the light, but I’m stuck in this booth. (Verse 4) Regrets on my chest, heavy like a chain, Wishing I could’ve saved him, but I’m drowning in pain, Too late to say sorry, too late to rewind, I’m left with this sorrow, a burden on my mind.

1 year ago

This came from the heart, and I could tell you did an excellent job, honey. You are doing amazing with making verses and songs. I love you so much. Your voice is amazing to me. Also, to be honest, the song hit my heart. love you.

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1 year ago

Amazing 💎

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