in your pain

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“In Your Pain” By Christ_Crusade In Jesus name (Intro – Soft Piano, Faint Vinyl Crackle, Spoken Feel) Yeah… Christ_Crusade… Sometimes the weight don’t fade, you just learn how to carry it. Let’s talk about it. (Verse 1 – Conversational, Introspective Flow) I been trippin’ on my own thoughts, Tryna hold the line but the rope’s caught. Paul said it best, Romans 7 got me stressed, Every time I try to rise, I’m still fightin’ with my flesh. Good that I wanna do—never get it done, Evil that I hate—feelin’ like it’s won. Two minds, two sides, war in my chest, Lord, I know You saved me, why I still feel this mess? Tryna breathe but the weight’s too deep, Lies in my ear sayin’ grace too cheap. But You paid that price, You called me clean, So why my soul still caught in between? (Pre-Chorus – Soft Melody, Soulful Vocals in Background) I know You’re here in my pain, Even when I feel so far away. Every tear that I cry, You hold, Tell me why do I fight when I know? (Chorus – Emotional, Dreamy Melody, Ethereal Soundscape) You in my pain, You in my shame, You in the nights when I call Your name. You never left, You never change, Even when I run, You still remain. You in my pain, You in my shame, You in the nights when I call Your name. You never left, You never change, Even when I run, You still remain. (Verse 2 – Deeper Reflection, Poetic, Vulnerable) Yeah, uh… I been searchin’ in the mirror like, “Who’s that?” Face look familiar, but my soul don’t move back. Still seein’ shadows of the man that I was, Still hear the echoes of mistakes and the cuts. John 3 said that love ran deep, Gave up His life so that I could breathe. But I be wrestlin’ like Jacob in the night, Knowin’ that You here, but my fear wanna fight. Still, You hold me in the wreckage, Grace ain’t elastic, it stretch past the wreckage. Lookin’ at my past, yeah, it’s nailed to the beams, Still learnin’ how to walk in the weight of the free. (Pre-Chorus – Repeat, Building Emotion, More Harmonic Layers) I know You’re here in my pain, Even when I feel so far away. Every tear that I cry, You hold, Tell me why do I fight when I know? (Chorus – Repeat, Layered, Choir-Like Feel, Fading Beat) You in my pain, You in my shame, You in the nights when I call Your name. You never left, You never change, Even when I run, You still remain. (Outro – Beat Fades, Only Soft Piano & Vocals Left, Spoken Word Feel) Yeah… Still remain… still remain… Even when I break, You don’t change… Christ_Crusade… let’s talk about it. @rapfame_official @ashleymarnett

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