how the story goes

started off when I was a Lil girl, daddy tried to end me mamma fell for a fool, in and outta the drama all through school, no more playing games now. Honesty is the true rule, made a few mistakes along the way, but my 10 year old son will never be one of em learned the hard way found baby daddy gay, losing my mind nowhere to put the pain, let me be real shit made me go insane, they tried to take my baby almost put me in the grave. 30 years old and got 3 babies, doing this mom shit ain't for the lazy, so let em talk all they want that shit don't phase me, none of yall bitches could ever do this on the daily. Addiction in the family almost lost my dad dare tries to tell ya alcohol n drugs r bad, at the time I'm not gone lie I thought that's all I had. been through alot of shit just remember that, trust issues go crazy, was supposed to be my dawg, 9 months not knowing if it was your baby, swear it left my mind so hazey, this shit go back from when we was kids, all this pain yall lhazel, in I was hitting licks, going back to him just to get my fucking fix, fell hard for a player, I know the game so well, don't try to play it on me, I done figured it out. cheated on my sister, beat on my sister tryna pimp these hoes, boy you ain't no winner, go get your bread up, take care of my nephews n focus on yoself, that's what you told me now you in them streets looks like you need some help, these hoes talk about lace up I'll do it with bare feet, never judge a book cause you don't know the real me ima tell you one thing tho, I promise none of you will ever scare me. been down so long now watch me come up finally. _sing _ when shit gets real and there's nobody to run to, looking in the mirror at myself like what am I gonna do, tryna keep my head held high with all the pain I've gone through, people played their part so its time ima play mine too. please don't hit my phone up when you need something boo, remember I wasn't shit when I was down bad too, keep living that life like you was gone do, just let my memory be the very best part of you.