To the dead soul I lost

yea" dis 4rm me 2017/19; " I felt so bad, "i gat no one my side, i lost 3 soul,"i feel all alone there no one for me, "I gat no one to call or missed me, "i cry my self to sleep, I'm hurt,I'm depressed I'm alone and I hate myself, cuz I feels like I'm d one that takes they're life. I feel like going crazy, cuz im not they when buried my mom, the feeling in not good,I feel so sorry for myself cuz am all alone, i can't forgive myself for that, ever since I lost them; ,"i lost my way, "i bcum drug addict, and sometimes I hate myself I smoke to blow the out of ma head 🗣️🗣️ cuz i can't forget the badday, I'm out of ma head, cuz is not easy to move on without my baby, my mom is my baby she queen of my life, ""yea right na I making my money but I ga no happiness"cuz my mum's suffer much bcuz of me but na I making little money, but she's not they to pay her back I'm just spending on drugs,,she always on my heart ❤️❤️❤️ she's my heartbeat 💓💓'"I'm all alone but jah is with me always no one can feel my pain, without her world is not completed, "she's my everything, "is so painful i lost her there is no one that can take her place" i love you till the day I die.""mama rest in perfect peace"