depression 5

I am depressed i need to rest I'm the test I'm not the best my chest, heart beating it hurts all of this smoking I've been doing is destroying my lungs, but I'm addicted can't quit I'm not fit it hit hard, my life is in ruins don't know what to do, it's hard to quit I need help, I need to mope nope don't get to mope in pain and depression my friends impressions the sessions the possessions all of these obsessions all of these impressions are doing any good to me, please help me lord I'm praying ive been laying on my bed thinking about life thinking about the afterlife all of these lies my eyes, blood shot i need to sleep lord help me with all of these addictions convictions restrictions prisons editions intuitions The positions I’m in is hard as fuck don’t know what I’m gonna do my dog died last week all angry at myself.AKS47 out