hey hold on come back..... I don't like when you're gone.. trying to tred water....and be head strong...seems like im al

hey hold on come back..... I don't like when you're gone.. trying to tred water....and be head strong...seems like im always wrong.....anger got me wanting to bang on my chest like i was king kong...right or wrong ......i always apologize......my back stay hurting from all the knifes......my heart stay hurting from all the lies.....im kind hearted strong willed....did a lot of sacrifice....seems like im beciming more angry .....and not so nice .....thats cuz i droped my slice....really .droped the ball. yea i really fumbled it...every one gets a slice of pie in the world......and all i did was crumvle it ....hard to stay humble.....but i always throwing a fit..... when your down and out .....chillen in the dumps......i tell the devil to beat feet.....with the sound of the pump.....look him in the eyes as i stand tall....and i hand him over all my funk....do when im solber.....do it when im drunk......do it as a nice guy....do it as a punk.....nice guys funish last......as were banging on the trunk......feeling really low on my luck..... like my time is sunk....broken in half.... like the tittanic.....over the bed is were i slump...im always in a panic......so i .get on my knees and pray.....God please help me stay strong..... just another day.....please help me stay strong...just another day......oh please help me... God.....im talking to ya....this is how i pray ......please help me with my right..and wrong....just another day.......God understand your in my heart to stay.....so i get back on my feet ....ready set go....my old self i got to beat.... trying to get back on the up and up.....after all i been through......and feeling defeate....so i finnally started recording...... Put my words to the beat......role around in my truck.....or my ladies jeep jeep....im between a rock and. hard place.but you can still here me reve the engine.....or hit the horn beep beep......but that doesn't have to determine my rap sheet.....every thing is good or bad on paper... depending on who your asking.....help me stay strong God thats all im asking .....please God help me stay strong.....ohhh please God help me wake every day....as the days move on......god please help me stay strong.....oh please help...to god i pray amen......