Paranoia

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I better watch my back even if it's against the wall. Paranoia striking, can't handle it anymore. I've lost all direction, I don't know where to go. I couldn't find my path, even if I had tarot. Who can I trust, in a world of lies? an enemy dressed in a friendly disguise? Wishing for and angel to hear my cries, trying to escape my imminent demise. looking behind me, is somebody there? no one in sight, maybe nobody cares... thought I heard something, where did it go? It's the feeling of being followed by your own shadow. locked up in my nightmares, frozen in doubt fighting my demons yet there's no way out. hopelessness stacking up all I can do is shout it's like I'm held in submission and I'm tapping out I was just crushed by the paranoia (There was nothing I could do) crushed by the paranoia (no one to go to) crushed by the paranoia, (falling to the ground) crush by the paranoia (no one saw me going down) footsteps from behind, thoughts of suicide, hand on the holster is it all in my mind? I can't tell what is or isn't real, took my own life no longer can I feel The fears up in my face, heart doing the race, caught despite the chase, then sent me up to space there was no where to escape I was just crushed by the paranoia (There was nothing I could do) crushed by the paranoia (no one to go to) crushed by the paranoia, (falling to the ground) crush by the paranoia (no one saw me going down) That feeling when you know the game is rigged, that wrong move guts you like a pig that pit you feel is pretty big, like that hole for you to dig. for you to jump in punishment for your sins no matter what you do you feel like someone lookin?

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