my confession

everyday I'm battling my depression trying to learn from gods lessons but they got me really stress'n got me 2nd guessin this is my confession to my transgression with the holy spirit I hope my momma never hears this cause i really did it i called it quits i tried to take my life i recorded my goodbye with the reason why but i dont know why the gun wouldn't blow guess that was God's way of letting me know its not my time to say goodbye its not the time for me to die but i still gave it another try though i closed my eyes and pulled the trigger slow and got the same results that was 5 years ago and i still this day i feel the same but i won't put. one through my brain for my familys sake i choose to stay alive ill always try praying one day I'll be alright like im feeling fine