counting sheeps...

counting sheeps... I'll be waiting for you... writing letters to you... can't wait to see you... hope your journey brought you peace... for I didn't find peace... just been counting sheeps... falling off the deep in... didn't know how deep I was in... until you was gone... thought I was strong... but so weak I was wrong... couldn't admit it than but I can now... look how far I grown... smoking home grown... look how I'm stepping out on my own... no need for a weed man I turned indoe to outdoe... I'm the life of the party every time I show up... a piece of me missing every time you don't show up... you said you need your space... I was like okay... I ain't the type of nigga that chase... I stand here today... and say you was worth the chase... sometimes to my ego in the way... I'll freezed up and don't know what to say... sometimes I put my foot in my mouth and make promises wishing I didn't say... counting sheeps trying to go to sleep... my heart skips a beat... wondering who you freaking in the sheets... my heart aches when I think bout it... I'm still freaking the same chick... you caught me cheating wit... somebody I wasn't trying to be wit... now she my rebound chick... they say the grass greener on the other side... shoot that nigga cuz that nigga lied... I'm a man of pride with out you I don't feel alive... home recker just here for the ride... waiting on me counting sheeps... one sheep two sheeps three sheep four... you the one I always adored... five sheeps six sheeps seven sheeps 8... I'm late for the date that I set up for to make up for the date that I was late... another broken promise I made... I said I wasn't going to cheat... but I was faded getting laid... guess you got tired of counting sheeps... but who can blame you... specially how I treated you... call myself being real but I was never real with you... all I can do is count sheeps as I miss you... with you I can see that perfect picture... loved how freaky you got off that liquor... now you probably got a new nigga... I hope I don't see you with that nigga... I don't know what I might do... if I see you wit that nigga... I just might go... crazy and shoot that nigga... wishing our time can reboot... take back your boot... my side chick ain't so cute she just a flute... no way she compares to you... smoking weed thinking of you counting sheeps... a zillion and one sheeps I believe you the one... a zillion and two sheeps wish i didn't hurt you... a zillion and three sheeps do you still love me... a zillion and four sheeps wish I locked the door... that day wish I followed you out the door... didn't to what to say... a zillion and ninety six sheeps... I'm love sick please answer your text... a zillion and ninety nine billion sheeps... still counting waiting by the bay... waiting til that day... you sail my way again... til then I'm counting sheeps waiting to see you again...