die ||

Ay ive been stuck in my ways thinking if im gonna change like baby we know nothings about to change like the fame my dog Zeus be here and I love him to death which death be waiting bc it won’t give me any rest the love I share wit my dog is something I really care even if it gives me tears like damn I be here thinking abt the sky thinking if im really gonna die or if it’s just another lie like please I don’t wanna die that shit don’t feel right Ima fight for my life bc I don’t wanna die Like no the shits a lie I be saying the same shit bc I don’t wanna die Okay okay so what the point of life when the people you love the most always seems to die or when they always say goodbye when you never have the time to say why My heart feels like im gonna cry wondering if everything is gonna be alright like that shit don’t feel right I’m in my room really trying not to cry after seeing my momma die without me saying goodbye like why I’m not okay so what’s the fact baby you really on a track when this isn’t even a track bc ion got any racks and that’s a fact baby Miss my Brudda but he gone in a grave like my momma Rebè wish I could’ve said goodbye but didn’t have any time The scars are leaving me scard just like the tar which be making this bar really fucking hard because ik ik i ain’t gonna make it far through all these fucking scars like uhhh